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hmm... [02 Jul 2007|04:33pm]
so nothing huh ?
i guess i was right.
no one checks this anymore

SINCERELY,

turtle
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umm [27 Jun 2007|03:05pm]
does anyone still use this ?
cuz i think i might start again :)
but umm... im not as big of an asshole as i was...
just to let everyone know..
do i even still have friends on here ?
thats all i got ?
umm... add me on myspace and maybe you'll hear from me more ?

SINCERELY,

turtle
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hi people ! [29 Sep 2005|04:29am]
we got annulled and im officially single now
marriage life is not all its cracked up to be ...

I'm not looking for a lover...
all those lovers are liars...
I'd never lie to you !

cursive

so true tim... so true

SINCERELY,

turtle
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hahaha [10 Sep 2005|05:47am]
no wonder i stopped using lj

SINCERELY,

turtle
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doesnt have a name yet... i just wrote it [24 Aug 2005|01:30am]
you are my perfect sonnet
so trust me and just breathe
my bed is far too cold for one
and I've gotten so used to sleeping alone in the dark
so hold my hand and don't let go
and light up my life like a match to a smoke baptize me in your love
like a spark in the night
and let it be known
that we were all meant to be loved
in search for a word that i thought i had lost
I found it with you next to the heart i had tossed
so don't forget to breathe when you forget you roses
they'll be waiting for you with me stuck in poses
so feed the butterflies trapped in my stomach
with kisses from you
and us not turning back
so will you be that sonnet I've been meaning to write
and spend some days with me and a happier life?
If you leave me now that would be fine
but i will wait for you
like the moon waits for the night
just know I'll be here like it was carved in stone
and I'll be the first thing you see when you come back to me...
I'll be home...

SINCERELY,

turtle
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hi ! [21 Aug 2005|10:16pm]
i got married in galveston!

SINCERELY,

turtle
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aww... [18 Aug 2005|10:23pm]
i don't have anyone to cuddle with tonight ...
:(

SINCERELY,

turtle
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[30 Jul 2005|06:15pm]
"its been some time since we last spoke
and this is gonna sound like a bad joke
but mama i fell in love again
its safe to say i have a new girlfriend
and i know it sounds so old
but cupid got me in a choke-hold
and I'm afraid i might give in
towers on the map
my white flag is waving
i mean she even cooks me pancakes
and alkaseltzer when my tummy aches
it that aint love then i don't know what love is
we even got a secret handshake
and she loves the music that my band makes
i know I'm young but if i had to choose her or the sun
i'd be... one nocturnal son of a gun"

"i love it when she calls my phone
she even got her very own ring-tone
it that aint love then i dont know what love is
its gonna be a long drive home
but i know as soon as i arrive home
then i open up the door take off my coat and throw my bag on the floor
then she'll be back into my arms once more for sure"

"she's got a smile that'll make the most senile, annoying old man bite his tongue
she's got eyes comparable to sunrises and it doesn't stop there
she's got porcelain skin, of course she's a ten, and now she's even got her own song
she's got the cutest laugh I've ever heard and we could be on the phone for three hours (not saying one word)
and i would still cherish every moment and when i start to build my future she's the main component
call it dumb, call it luck, call it love or whatever you call it
but everywhere i go i keep her picture in my wallet"

-Gym Class Heroes- -cupid's choke-hold-

SINCERELY,

turtle
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so... [27 Jul 2005|05:07am]
[ mood | chipper ]

so you've met the perfect girl. what now ?Collapse )

SINCERELY,

turtle

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who the fuck still eggs cars ? [26 Jul 2005|11:24am]
and does a bad job ?
honestly ...
5th grade much ?
HA !
fucking losers...
they hit my car with like...3 eggs... all i did was wash my car and it was all off
some kids man...
some kids...
if i find out who they are... i will definitely show them how to egg a car :D
and it WON'T be 3 or 4 eggs
they didn't even leave me a threat or anything...
what the fuck ! they obviously don't know what they are doing

SINCERELY,

turtle
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ive come to a decision... [23 Jul 2005|03:33pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]

austin is completely overrated

SINCERELY,

turtle

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wow... [16 Jul 2005|05:34am]
[ mood | surprised ]

so i haven't been here in a while...
saw some peoples entry's about stuff that was kinda depressing
i think thats kind of why i strayed away from el jay and started going towards myspace more and more
simply because i've never had any sort of drama on myspace
but livejournal seems to be running rampant with it
and simply because myspace makes me happy because i can actually meet new people on it
and with livejournal you're kinda just stuck in a depressing rut to bitch about things...
so umm... i might be deleting my lj soon
simply because myspace is less depressing
and i've been kinda happy recently ...
(not really)
so i dont really need any sort of come downs from my perma-drunk
for all of you that know me
i think i've met a girl that i really really like
and that makes me super happy !
big fucking step right ?
well for me it is

TURTLE: whats up relationship ? how you doin ?
RELATIONSHIP: oh i don't know... still wondering about things
TURTLE: oh yeah ? me too... i'm kinda looking to settle down if it's any consolation...
RELATIONSHIP: you're a liar
TURTLE: i know...

SINCERELY,

turtle



love is over-rated... it's no chemically different then eating large quantities of chocolate
Al Pacino in The Devil's Advocate

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[10 Jun 2005|03:52pm]
i love it in my ass.

SINCERELY,

turtle
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hey guys ! [13 May 2005|06:18am]
come to fuel and see my band charlatan !
and also see new action hero and september massacre !
6 dollars to get in
show starts at 7
gonna be super fun !
everyone come out and support
guarantee a good time !

SINCERELY,

turtle

P.S. - i will be selling kisses for a dollar, and everyone loves turtle kisses !
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[11 May 2005|02:17am]

The Keys to Your Heart



You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is 100%. You are not suited for a monogamous relationship.

You think of marriage pessimistically. You don't think happy marriages exist anymore.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.




so theres a little bit of truth in that ...


new topic !

so i talked to some guy at envy magazine and i got a VIP invite to some party they are throwing saturday...
and i might work for them and be a distributor for them ... which would be bad ass !
and all sorts of stuff like that
but umm... this would be good cuz i need a job


also... i got a hair cut... and a new shirt and new shoes...both penguin brand...


Image hosted by Photobucket.com
you cant really tell from this picture... but it is shorter and is ... hotter... you'll see
but this is from the new sexy camera jason got...

SINCERELY,

turtle
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[05 May 2005|03:47pm]
can everyone please do me a favor and go see us at javajazz... you will have a good time i promise!
then we can go play afterwards... we'll go play lasertag !

SINCERELY,

turtle
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rhetorical questions [03 May 2005|05:44am]
so here i am again
with a rose and a voice
yelling out your name
but you still cant hear me
where do we go from here
backwards ?
why ?
thats all i can think of
and why not ?
where else is there to go ?
just take me home
i cant stand to see you cry
and i cant stand to kill a rose
can you save this life ?
all you give me is hope
so i stand here second best to noone
and all i want is you
so lets see where this bottle takes us
and see if we get to heaven or hell
i'll just pretend i dont care
so here i am with nothing
empty pockets
and your name
and a dream
the roads collapse and i stay still
because i have no beliefs
so my eyes watch it fall apart
and become soggy from debris
erase my life and memory
and feel what its like to have nothing
take the clues and remember where youre going
and just leave me here with a candle
and no matches
and lock the door so you can leave
because i dont need you

SINCERELY,

turtle
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yeah...lame... [02 May 2005|03:36pm]
i think im gonna delete my lj... its not that fucking cool...
if anyone wants it ill give them the pw or whatever
but i dont want it ... so ... if anyone wants it then they can have it cuz im just deleting it ...
im bored with it ... i have my space now !!! w00t w00t back the fuck up !

(EDIT)
if we get a bunch of people at our show at javajazz on friday then ill keep it ...
but im not that exciting and no one ever comments or anything so no one really cares i figure...
but ... if we get a lot of people at our show ill keep it up and update a lot ...
(/EDIT)

SINCERELY,

turtle

but i love her... she's the reason for the legions ...
man.... i love her... i start bleeding when she's leaving

Gym Class Heroes
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hmm [01 May 2005|05:22am]
[ mood | uncomfortable ]

well tonight was good... played a bad ass show ... or so everyone told me ...
so yes...it did start out nicely...
oh so nice it was... so many wonderful compliments and fantastic remarks towards the band
it was fabulous... everyone was in love with us and i felt whole again
because thats all i really want... for people to know my name...
thats all anybody wants

"nobody is going to put you on the map..
you have to do that yourself
and youre not getting anywhere
by doing anything someone else has already done
so be original, you fuck !"
quote of a wise man named turtle (that's me)


i really dont understand why i like to meet peoples expectations and make them think so highly of me...
im not that fucking cool... people just like to pretend i am...
i guess...
first things first...
i hate you...
and dont know what i was thinking when i said those words...
i should have just listened to everyone and stayed away..
what the fuck was i thinking
but..
you cant fuck with my integrity
so i guess thats what it all boils down to...
integrity...
integrity... honesty.... trust... all that bullshit that people put so much faith into..
what the fuck was i thinking ...


i'm really not quite sure where this is going.. whether it's a guilt trip on her... or myself...but i feel a lot better...


...shove it up your ass

SINCERELY,

turtle

I won't rest until i forget about it

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[30 Apr 2005|03:09am]

Your Birthdate: February 9

Your birth on the 9th day of the month adds a tone of idealism and humanitarianism to your nature.

You become one who can work easily with people because you are broadminded, tolerant and generous.

You are ever sensitive to others' needs and feelings, and you are very sympathetic and compassionate.



Your feeling run deep and you often find yourself in dramatically charged situations.

This 9 energy always tends to give more that it gets.




what a crock of shit

SINCERELY,

turtle

p.s. - everyone should just add me on myspace because i never use this thing...

www.myspace.com/captain_turtle
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